Stop Haunting My Dreams

I woke up this morning feeling a lot of anxiety because I had a bad dream. Do you ever have a dream - or nightmare - that is just so realistic? As I sit here sipping coffee, I just can't seem to get it out of my head. Sometimes as I begin writing, I start … Continue reading Stop Haunting My Dreams

A Year Ago Today…

Today is my one-year anniversary. Not a good, love-filled anniversary, but the anniversary that flipped my world upside. A year ago today, I was diagnosed with invasive, aggressive breast cancer. I knew this day was coming and I dreaded it. I knew the feelings would come rushing back; I'm just happy that it fell on … Continue reading A Year Ago Today…

Is There Love for a Recovering Cancer Patient?

It’s always hard for me to talk about love and relationships, but it’s something, I think everyone wants. I know it’s something I’ve wanted for a long time, especially as I get older. I’ve been single for years – I mean, I’ve dated, but nothing of any substance. For the past year dating wasn’t even … Continue reading Is There Love for a Recovering Cancer Patient?

Happy (belated) Valentine’s Day

I wanted to write yesterday to wish everyone a Happy Valentine’s Day … but as my life is getting back to normal, so is my schedule. And by my schedule being “normal,” I mean jam packed and chaotic. I am probably one of the busiest, boring people you’ll ever meet! Valentine’s Day doesn’t mean too … Continue reading Happy (belated) Valentine’s Day

Keeping My Promise To Myself

I am finally breaking out of my rut. I’ve been stuck for the past year, my mood has gone up and down, but mostly down. The hopeless feeling of having breast cancer, the mastectomy, the failed first attempt at reconstruction, the misery I felt for months of chemo, loneliness and isolation … everything was just … Continue reading Keeping My Promise To Myself

More Decisions To Make…

I met with my OB/GYN yesterday. It was the first time I’ve seen her since she ordered my annual mammogram last year. My oncologist was wonderful at keeping her in the loop and sending her all of my test results so she knew about my breast cancer. I expressed my concern that I still haven’t … Continue reading More Decisions To Make…