Breast Expansion Complete

If you've had a mastectomy (single or double) with reconstruction then you probably know what this is. If not, you may be wondering what kind of weird drugs I'm into.  Nope, no drugs here (other than whatever chemo may be left in my body) and the occasional pain pill because of the pain from the … Continue reading Breast Expansion Complete

A Year Ago Today I Lost My Boobs

A year ago today I went in to have my double mastectomy with partial reconstruction. I knew that they were removing my breasts, but I don't think it really sank in until I woke up later that night and felt like ... I had the entire front of me removed. Even though I was on … Continue reading A Year Ago Today I Lost My Boobs

A Fresh Start

I’m approaching six months of my breast cancer being in remission and I am slowly rebuilding both physically and emotionally. When I returned to work full-time, I got transferred to a new client site; I am exercising regularly - logging food and workouts; I just had the interior of my house repainted with fresh and … Continue reading A Fresh Start

Items to Include in a Chemo Care Package

When I was going through TAC chemo for my triple negative, aggressive breast cancer people asked me what I wanted or needed during that time. I didn't really know what to tell them, other than "not to die," because I felt so sick - physically and mentally. However, now that it's been (almost) six months … Continue reading Items to Include in a Chemo Care Package

Surgery #5: New Boobies

Today is the day. I'm laying in bed and staring at the clock. In just a few hours I'm going in for part 1 of my breast reconstruction - again. Today my surgeon will cut my chest open again and insert the breast tissue expanders. This time he's inserting them over my chest muscles, rather … Continue reading Surgery #5: New Boobies

Stop Haunting My Dreams

I woke up this morning feeling a lot of anxiety because I had a bad dream. Do you ever have a dream - or nightmare - that is just so realistic? As I sit here sipping coffee, I just can't seem to get it out of my head. Sometimes as I begin writing, I start … Continue reading Stop Haunting My Dreams

Happy (belated) Valentine’s Day

I wanted to write yesterday to wish everyone a Happy Valentine’s Day … but as my life is getting back to normal, so is my schedule. And by my schedule being “normal,” I mean jam packed and chaotic. I am probably one of the busiest, boring people you’ll ever meet! Valentine’s Day doesn’t mean too … Continue reading Happy (belated) Valentine’s Day