A Fresh Start

I’m approaching six months of my breast cancer being in remission and I am slowly rebuilding both physically and emotionally. When I returned to work full-time, I got transferred to a new client site; I am exercising regularly - logging food and workouts; I just had the interior of my house repainted with fresh and … Continue reading A Fresh Start

Keeping My Promise To Myself

I am finally breaking out of my rut. I’ve been stuck for the past year, my mood has gone up and down, but mostly down. The hopeless feeling of having breast cancer, the mastectomy, the failed first attempt at reconstruction, the misery I felt for months of chemo, loneliness and isolation … everything was just … Continue reading Keeping My Promise To Myself

Trying to Find My New Identity

Today I'm really trying to get it together. I feel sad for so many reasons, yet, no reasons at all. I really wanted to attend the Women's March on Washington because I live only about 30 minutes away, but I am fighting off a cold and the sheer thought of being surrounded by hundreds of … Continue reading Trying to Find My New Identity

I Laugh to Keep From Crying

I often get told about how brave I am, how strong I am, how well I handled the cancer, surgeries, chemo, and now life after it all. The truth is – I haven’t handled it well at all. I just don’t let that side show; I smile often even when I want to frown. I … Continue reading I Laugh to Keep From Crying

How My Son Coped With My Breast Cancer

One thing about being a single parent is that we have to be strong. We have no one to share the load with – mentally, emotionally or financially.  So we’re forced to suck whatever life throws at us up, put a smile on our face and keep it moving. Even if life throws cancer at … Continue reading How My Son Coped With My Breast Cancer

Even Strong People Are Weak

Everyday continues to be a struggle. I have fabulous days – on these days I feel like I can conquer the universe. Other times, I just can’t seem to get it together. I can’t focus, I am sad, mad, and self-deprecating. It feels like the fabulous days are so few and far between any more. … Continue reading Even Strong People Are Weak

I Didn’t Sign Up For All of This

Now that I have completed my chemo and my cancer is in remission, I am doing my best to pick up the pieces and get on with my life … but every time I do, I get a stark reminder that I am not the same. I can’t just jump in and do things like … Continue reading I Didn’t Sign Up For All of This